refusing to quit

when it comes down it, I have battled with this thought of irritation to quit college. Point of fact, I am way to stuburn to do that. I will succeed somehow, with the encouragement of my peers. I am proud of myself that I have made it this far, so why not continue on until the end. Next year I will be standing on that stage, diploma in hand, ready to face the world of employment. You can not fear the unknown in life. It is no way to live at all.
Cyn Cyn

It strikes me fearful when I have an uneasy feeling inside of me.
Like the one that tells me I am sure to have a different plan than I ever expected for myself.
I am scared when I do not know what is wrong.
I wish I could make the sickness go away.
But part of me also agrees that I shall battle it with all of my might and strength.
I feel sick but I am ok, if only to stand for a few moments to hug the one that I love so much.
There is little sleep, my head is pounding little by little, weakness, and nausea.
I hope it is nothing more than me being in a state of stress.
But I do pray I can find a way through blood tests to find the answers that I need today.

When the rain comes by Thrid Day

When the rain comes
It seems like everyone is gone away
When the night falls
You wander if you shouldn't fine some place
To run and hide
Escape the pain Cause hiding is such a lonely thing to do
I can't stop the rain From fallin down on you again
I can't stop the rain
But I will hold you till it goes away
When the rain comes
you blame it on the things that you have done
When the storm fades
you know that rain must fall on everyone
So rest a while
It'll be alright
No one loves you like I do
I can't stop the rain From fallin down on you again
I can't stop the rain
But I will hold you
I can't stop the rain From fallin down on you again
I can't stop the rain
But I will hold you till it goes away
La de da La de da When the
rain comes I will hold you
Lyrics: When the Rain Comes, Third Day [end]

The luckiest little lady alive

I 100% believe I am the luckiest lady alive. I am so so amazingly blessed with a wonderful family and friends along with the ultimate best boyfriend in the world whom I love so very much. I can not believe how cute he is. He is out of town for a few days and decided to write me the sweetest note on Facebook.
Well I am very very cherry today and love love love life.
Thank you all for so much you have given me.
Love Syn Syn
God bless

Peters Driven adventure

Well folks I have decided to go to a wonderful place on the other side of the universe for some nice and tasty treat. Peter's Driven is that place. How I love this world of ice cream and smoothies. and I will not go alone. My friend will be sure to join me. She has never been there can you believe it. I said that I must get her to try this invention like no other. I tell her she is definatly missing out.
Onto other things. it is Friday, my favorite day of the week ever. Always was always will be only because it is indeed Friday. Tonight is dinner with the McGuffins. Food is brilliant. I am not sure where we are going on our quest for food but Im sure it will be delightful.
I had something I had not had in forever which was KFC, yesterday. I wanted that fatty taste just to have it. Now I see why I stopped eatting it though. It did not taste that good. I mean the burger did but the poutine tasted alittle to fake. Hehehehe.
Anyways,
Friday means 3 more weeks of School. and one more week until Penticton. Hopefully all will work out with my studies.
Take care and God Bless
Love Syn Syn

I think one thing this year brought
Was faith
In the times when I’m lost of all measure
I couldn’t breathe once upon a time ago
I thought I would die
That I almost did
I thought this life was the end not the beginning
But then I met people
Voices that told me so much
We are all more then we think we have become
We are the faces of Jesus
We are His hands
His feet
His loving breathe in the wind
Life is meant for us to Live
To give
To be there as little angels
Angels come to me in my sleep
And tell me I am more
Then I let myself see
More then you will ever know
And my loves
I will never forget each of them
The gifts of a new life
Which I still have yet to experience
And they will hold those keys of happiness
I find within myself
I am happy with them
I am happy without them
But I also pray
That they may never leave
For my love of them
Will be here all my days to come
And if they leave
When we met again
I won’t say much
Just that I love them
And who they have become
Are my angels
To teach me everything I know now
I love them with all my heart and soul
I hold them in the palm of my hand
And I cherish each moment
Of their sweet embrace

There is nothing like feeling amazing
There is nothing like feeling like you could walk on air
Where every day you wake up with a gorgeous smile
Because all in all in spite of everything you kept going
You became strong today
The days may be long
The hours harder then most
Seconds fly and you’ll almost miss the next
But all in all you WILL go there anyways
You will be where you need to be
I looked at myself at this moment
And I laughed
I turned my head and looked up to Heaven
I realize I am not in a dream anymore
This is reality and it is so amazing
Yes I am smiling more and more this time
As life brings my most misery
I will not let it get me
As far as I can travel still
I will take that journey
And I ask anyone to come this way with me
Two people are better then one
And I want you
You are my family
My sister
My brother
My life
My love
I will do my best to lead you in the right direction
When you cry I will hold each tear in the palm of my hand
For a keepsake of the memories
Each one making us stronger then the last
I am not ashamed of you and me
We made it this far
Don’t you ever forget it
We are strength
We are hope
We are jewels
We’ll dance on wings of angels one day
Life could not get any better
Then the day I find my place.

There are these days I’m sitting here
Wishing I had a different life
Wishing my face was prettier
That my body magically lost ten pounds
That no one disliked me or disrespected me
There are days I’ll cry non stop
And I’ll hate everything about myself
But then that thought switches to something more
And it goes like this
My life is perfect just the way it is
I am exactly where I need to be at this exact moment
My face is gorgeous
No one ever told me otherwise
I am healthy
And it means nothing to be a size two
People may not like you all the time
In fact for every person that does
There are probably ten that don’t
But who really cares anyway
We’re not supposed to please everyone
Just like no one is supposed to have the same face
The same body type
And the same personality
We are all different in our own ways
What an amazing God to be that creative
So as I always tell my friends
Never think you’re nothing
That you are worthless
Every person on this earth is amazing
They have potential to live the best life
Worth more then gold
So I’ll say it again like I’ve said it before
We are beautiful
We are intelligent
People love us like no other
We have potential to be great
We are talented and skilled
We have everything to offer
We will never give up
Because if we were supposed to we wouldn’t be here today
We will not die today
And when we do years from now
Our tomb stones
Will talk about the great things we brought
They will remember us in amazing ways
I say we because we are all family
And we are all in this together.

Dugeons and Dragons

D and D commonly known as Dungeons and Dragons has turned me into a nerd. Well to be more specific my boyfriend has. He plays it every Saturday, Sunday and the occassional Friday. Never in a million years would I call myself a gamer. That would intend that I indeed find enjoyment while in combat with the male species. But would you like to know the amuzing point? I have only played twice and I am hooked. I have no idea what I am doing which is one of the really funny parts but I still go nuts anyways.
I play Lady Mcphee. She is a 3 foot, rainbow haired, pot belly, sorceror gnome. And she is equiped with hypnotism and vantrilloquism. I picked her because believe it or not she reminds me of myself. That would be unique, cute and funny. I would say that solves it.
Any girl in God's green earth should really try it al least once. Just to get a sense of this world, and if it's not your thing I am sure there is something else magical just for you.
As for me I am off to go and slay another Goblin.
Love Syn Syn ( lady Mcphee)

Welcome to My world

Hello All,
I thought to myself sitting in my college class how much I enjoy expressing my thoughts. Those of you who know me, know I love poetry, art, music and the like. I am a passionate girl who has recently fell in love with the powers of the brain and how it all works.
So therefore I am choosing to tell you what is on my mind, and lessons I have learn't in life. I will post poetry and music I enjoy along with my day to day journal. Also discussions on various issues, I would love to hear your comments.
I hope through this new found hobby I can bring some encouragement and inspiration.
Thanks for reading
Enjoy and God bless

Love Syn Syn