when it comes down it, I have battled with this thought of irritation to quit college. Point of fact, I am way to stuburn to do that. I will succeed somehow, with the encouragement of my peers. I am proud of myself that I have made it this far, so why not continue on until the end. Next year I will be standing on that stage, diploma in hand, ready to face the world of employment. You can not fear the unknown in life. It is no way to live at all.
Cyn Cyn
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Thursday, June 3, 2010
It strikes me fearful when I have an uneasy feeling inside of me.
Like the one that tells me I am sure to have a different plan than I ever expected for myself.
I am scared when I do not know what is wrong.
I wish I could make the sickness go away.
But part of me also agrees that I shall battle it with all of my might and strength.
I feel sick but I am ok, if only to stand for a few moments to hug the one that I love so much.
There is little sleep, my head is pounding little by little, weakness, and nausea.
I hope it is nothing more than me being in a state of stress.
But I do pray I can find a way through blood tests to find the answers that I need today.
Like the one that tells me I am sure to have a different plan than I ever expected for myself.
I am scared when I do not know what is wrong.
I wish I could make the sickness go away.
But part of me also agrees that I shall battle it with all of my might and strength.
I feel sick but I am ok, if only to stand for a few moments to hug the one that I love so much.
There is little sleep, my head is pounding little by little, weakness, and nausea.
I hope it is nothing more than me being in a state of stress.
But I do pray I can find a way through blood tests to find the answers that I need today.
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